As part of you probably noticed by now, I already started moving accounts.

Here is the new one

Yes, no icon yet. But please rewatch me there if you will. Also, some pictures have been moved to there while being deleted here. I will send separate notifications to people who aren't my watchers/don't watch me actively, but the rest will just have to go check.

It's not much, only 8 pictures and a few scraps, so please drop in to refav or something.

So. For a start.... I feel like I need a change. A big one. To be more precise, I want to move to a new account. However, I'd like to know how many of you would actually stick to me if I did. Also, I'd move all the pictures I like there while deleting them from here, so I'd ask you to refav them if possible.... I want to know what you guys think. Even those who never really talk to me. I want to know how many people really keep watch of this place and enjoy what I make. I'll make it in a separate deviation too because I know not many touch journals at all.
Here you can stop reading if you want. Not time for a small rant, thank you for attention.

I kind of broke up with YGO fandom, I bet it's visible. I still love YGO and GX, and I still doodle from time to time. But the series just... I noticed I thrived mainly off the fandom for it. And the fandom is currently sqealing over 5Ds mostly, and it's just... it lost the feel. My tastes also changed. Even the diversity in YGO series doesn't quite fill the need now.
Main fandoms as of current? DGM and Touhou, really. Oh and Pokemon, can't forget about that, though in a bit less of a degree than the other two (gotta work on my fic)
DGM hurt me a lot now though. I wish it was different... and all the people spazzing over hwo awesome the new chapter is... no offense. But do you have EYES and BRAIN!? The art. The plot. The characters. WHAT THE FUCK IT ALL SUCKED BOTTOM ROCK LIKE IT WAS THE FINEST COCK. No, it was NOT good. Not even remotely so. Stop fucking spazzing over superficial things, over how Jasdevi are back and Tyki is alive and how we get shitloads of crappy fanservice. Look at the clothes before you look at the flesh underneath, and look at Jasdero and Devit before you just spaz that they're JUST there.
I'm too tired to even truly rant.
I don't even want to touch Tokusa's topic. I want to throw it out of my mind. I wish I can just pretend it's NOT there.

Oh, and I have a job interview in a moment. Like, 45 minutes. Wish me fucking luck with a downbeat mood I'm in now.

Please reply to my question regarding changing accounts, it's really important for me.
Thank you for the attention and see you after I'm back.

Also, those from THRP, and all other fellow roleplayers, I'm sorry for my absence. Dealing with shit both online and IRL plus internet issues (it keeps shitting more than usual, more and more often I can't even log out from an account o-o), I should be back to you today evening more fully, or so I hope.

Thank you for your patience with me.

~Mazeru/Olivia/Yuka/Meira/Roron/Tokusa/whatever else you want me to be.

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Small update because, well, why the fuck not.

My freedom time is over, parents came back at 4am July 19th, and now I'm back to the delightful nightmare of living with them again, ugh. It was cool, for the most part. But obviously, The Bitch wouldn't be The Bitch without bitching at every fucking thing. Oh well, gotta live on. Worst thing is, she wants to confiscate my pc just to play games. HELLO SHITWIT I HAVE TO WORK ON COMMISSIONS, BUGGER OFF, YOU HAVE THE LAPTOP. Orz. hopefully, it's just empty teasing =A=

Aside from that, they want me to clean up the entire bloody house. AGAIN. I've had enough, seriously, and I can't touch the pc until I'm done (I keep spending time here anyway, hehe <shot> )

Also, there is a chance for DGMRP to finally revive, which makes me really really happy. And maybe, just maybe, I'll have KaguYuka again, Sai mentioned talking to Rex... so who knows. ;u;

I've been spending too much time on Tegaki lately orz. And random Japanese sites. And rpying. And drawing crap. Half the time I can't even focus on the commissions (the first one is especially a bitch, ugh, just proves me yet again that I fail at chibis), since Crows keep distracting me. Especially Tokusa, damn that bastard and his smile to hell, I swear, he'll kill me D<
Oh, and speaking of Crow, I made a club. BECAUSE THIS LOVE NEEDS TO BE SPREAD.
It's still not finished, I gotta write more stuff for it and make an ID and all that crap... but yah. At least it's there, rest can just take its time.
I know a few people love those freaks as much as I do, and it makes me rage that I found a whole damn total of 2 pictures with any of them besides Link :/ This has to be changed. Seriously. Roron has more fanarts on DA than they do (even not counting mine), so it's really... D<

So yah, those damn Crow closet lovers out there, GET OUT OF YOUR CLOSET, JOIN, AND FRIGGIN' DRAW, YA HEAR ME!? D<

That is all, thank you for attention, Master Disciple <3

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Okay, so, like.... I got my final exam results. So those who don't give a shit about how I did and what I feel like about it and what my parents reacted to it like, should just delete the fucking journal right away as a proof of not giving a shit. Thank you.

So, for starters, a few words of explanation. In IB, subjects are graded 1-7, one being lowest mark possible, 7 being highest. Additional stuff are graded in the A-F scale, with A being the top grade. That out of the way, subjects are divided into High Levels (HL) and Standard Levels (SL). Grade that lets you pass for HL is 4, for SL - 3. But there are conditions like you can't have more than one such a grade and total of points you have has to be 24 or something. Clear so far? Good. Here are my results:

Polish HL - 6
English HL - 7
History HL - 4 (!)
Philosophy SL - 5
Mathematics SL - 3 (!)
Biology - N/A (you guys should know why from previous journals)

Extended Essay - B
Theory Of Knowledge - C

Needless to say.... I'm really disappointed in myself. I mean, the results are what I thought they would be, I knew I sucked the finals (spare for English and Polish - though I wish for 7 in Polish OTL) but I still had this tiiny tiny hope that they will be better. I mean, I actually thought I'd fail maths, like, getting 2 or something... but I hoped for 5 in history. And seriously, 5 in PHILOSOPHY!? I fairly thought I'd get a 7! :/ This said, since I have to retake biology anyway, I'm going to retake at last maths and history too. Because hell maths - okay, I'll live. BUT I LOVE HISTORY TOO MUCH TO HAVE A BARELY-PASSING GRADE D< <rageragerage>

Seriously though, those results got me... way down. For a few days. And resulted in some vomiting out of stress of telling parents @u@b In the end, I just texted them to them, asking not to call me. And they didn't, luckily. But dad phoned me today, and not even to ask about the results, just about one movie, whether we have it on DVD or not. And like... after that went all "Well, and are you still alive?" and then it went towards the exams, but not exactly. What got to me the most, was that... that he told me that he and mom talked about it yesterday, and they actually concluded that they were kind of UNFAIR towards me. Seriously, folks, WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT DID YOU DO WITH MY PARENTS <shot> I was shocked. More so when he said that it's probably actually for the best, because this way, I learn more than I would through any of their lectures (!!!) and he gave me a few final advices regarding looking for a job. I should get my medical tests results today so I can finish making my CV and stuff @u@ As ridiculous as it might sound, I wanna go to work ;v; Like, at bakery or a restaurant or something ;v;

That's all for the rant for now. Oh, and if some of you people didn't know yet, I'm posting some of my art on the RP profiles (though only on Yuka Mima and Roron for now). Just so you know XD

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Friends: AND EVERYONE ELSE! I LOVE YOU ALL!
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My FictionPress account: [link]
My LiveJournal: [link] [link]
My Manga-Bullet: [link]

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Before I go to the worse part of the journal, I wanna ask if anyone here requested a picture from me and didn't get it yet. I'm a bit on the lazy side to check all the old journals and msn logs, so if you could please remind me what it was... I'd be really grateful. I'll try to get to them as soon as possible.

Also, random, but I'm on rp spree. Meaning that aside from the three accounts I already have, and one I have to make for Blackfire today, I applied for Cell Roron in DGM, V.V. in CG,Zolf J Kimbley in FMA and will send application for SecondAlice!Miharu when Ran's done with her FirstAlice!Yoite for Crack RP XDD; Yes I'm fucked up like that. Now if only the rps would finally reply to me... <huggles the charas she applied for>

<sub>Now the worse part of the journal.

I bet you're already tired of my neverending rambling. So I absolutely won't mind if you just go ahead and delete this shit and ignore the entire deal.

In big short, I'm royally screwed. In smaller short, we have money problems now. I had to get things sorted out with documents in my school, and I come to get all the signatures that I have everything clear (like you know, that I don't keep any books from school library etc), and then BOOM. What happens? Well I find out that apparently, we didn't pay for most part of this year, we only have 900zl paid and 1350zl more to pay. Which we simply don't have. I'm already looking for work and all that jazz... but eh. Situation is bad, especially that it affects my parents like hell too. And if anyone tells me that my mother does NOT hate me, I'll laugh in their face. She can't even look at me, eventually sends a glare. Unless there are other people around or she's in good enough mood to play a happy family. Dad is visibly stressed-out and it just makes me feel worse and worse. As if that was not enough, my mental stability decided to just go and finally fuck itself, go me. I have some weird sort of nausea since Sunday evening, nearly beat the little shit (aka the younger dog in this house) and by the end of the day I just regretted that I didn't record my fucking LAUGHTER. Because it was epic. At least according to Jester. Not like it's the most reliable source of information, it was the part responsible for the laughter after all. It's kind of scary, because the new personality and Ohm - emotionless one - go out more and more often, and I don't know which of them is worse. And if they're not in control at the moment, then it's Olivia, who is just depressed most the time and ready to give up control to either of the beforementioned two personas at any event that would cause a mood swing.

I'm tired. Where is Little Dream when you need it... I wish I could never wake up, but I never dream at all recently.

At least I have my old old~ clown toy that you turn the screw to max and it plays a melody.... I love it <3</sub>

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