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Okay, so, like.... I got my final exam results. So those who don't give a shit about how I did and what I feel like about it and what my parents reacted to it like, should just delete the fucking journal right away as a proof of not giving a shit. Thank you.

So, for starters, a few words of explanation. In IB, subjects are graded 1-7, one being lowest mark possible, 7 being highest. Additional stuff are graded in the A-F scale, with A being the top grade. That out of the way, subjects are divided into High Levels (HL) and Standard Levels (SL). Grade that lets you pass for HL is 4, for SL - 3. But there are conditions like you can't have more than one such a grade and total of points you have has to be 24 or something. Clear so far? Good. Here are my results:

Polish HL - 6
English HL - 7
History HL - 4 (!)
Philosophy SL - 5
Mathematics SL - 3 (!)
Biology - N/A (you guys should know why from previous journals)

Extended Essay - B
Theory Of Knowledge - C

Needless to say.... I'm really disappointed in myself. I mean, the results are what I thought they would be, I knew I sucked the finals (spare for English and Polish - though I wish for 7 in Polish OTL) but I still had this tiiny tiny hope that they will be better. I mean, I actually thought I'd fail maths, like, getting 2 or something... but I hoped for 5 in history. And seriously, 5 in PHILOSOPHY!? I fairly thought I'd get a 7! :/ This said, since I have to retake biology anyway, I'm going to retake at last maths and history too. Because hell maths - okay, I'll live. BUT I LOVE HISTORY TOO MUCH TO HAVE A BARELY-PASSING GRADE D< <rageragerage>

Seriously though, those results got me... way down. For a few days. And resulted in some vomiting out of stress of telling parents @u@b In the end, I just texted them to them, asking not to call me. And they didn't, luckily. But dad phoned me today, and not even to ask about the results, just about one movie, whether we have it on DVD or not. And like... after that went all "Well, and are you still alive?" and then it went towards the exams, but not exactly. What got to me the most, was that... that he told me that he and mom talked about it yesterday, and they actually concluded that they were kind of UNFAIR towards me. Seriously, folks, WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT DID YOU DO WITH MY PARENTS <shot> I was shocked. More so when he said that it's probably actually for the best, because this way, I learn more than I would through any of their lectures (!!!) and he gave me a few final advices regarding looking for a job. I should get my medical tests results today so I can finish making my CV and stuff @u@ As ridiculous as it might sound, I wanna go to work ;v; Like, at bakery or a restaurant or something ;v;

That's all for the rant for now. Oh, and if some of you people didn't know yet, I'm posting some of my art on the RP profiles (though only on Yuka Mima and Roron for now). Just so you know XD

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